`Rawr.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

2:58 AM

communication test

Snapshot Report
Insightfulness
84
Your results indicate that you are extremely adept at interpreting other people’s words and actions and seeing things from their perspective, which likely results in very few misunderstandings. You seem to realize that empathy is an essential part of good interpersonal skills and therefore, will do your best to place yourself in other people’s shoes in order to better understand them. You can generally get a good sense of what others are thinking and will likely adjust yourself accordingly if the people you’re conversing with seem confused or perhaps uncomfortable. Good job!

2:39 AM

ookays,
vernon is a disgusting psychopath
whom seem to noe what im thinking.
&& he is realllll NAGGY!
hahas. idiot!!

lols,
yeah, i blog real effectively.
right vernon?
lols

:D

2:22 AM

CANT CRY HARD ENOUGH

I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

now that we dont talk,
maybe we can only communicate through songs.

1:52 AM

mum ask me to sleep.
sian lahs!!!
hahas.

mark pt me while vernon wasnt at home
hahas. thanks!!
lols. :D

so bored.
i made vernon lose his dota game.
hehes. :D
im proud of myself!!!
lols.

what else can i say?
you just duno what i want.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

9:31 PM

it's so bored today.
yeah, BORED.

i wna watch ENCHANTED. :D
aargh.
i want to watch any movies that will make me cry.
yes, i want them to make me cry.
so i would at least have a reason to cry.

simply emotional now.
happened to listen to the song on your blog.
can i say it here, how i wish you would still prioritise my blog.
viewing them everyday, keeping daily updates like what we use to do.
cause im still doing the same.
the same old routines, and nothing seems to change at all.
yeah, nothing... even my feelings too.
i still want to call you mine.
i still want to hold you tight.
cause i cant seem to find someone better.
you were my motivation. you were my sense of belonging.
i want to say, if i could rewind time,
i will definitely hold you dear.
everybody have been guessing,
yet i can seem to face them at all.
it seems like everything they say is right yet i proclaim them as wrong.
because i still cant accept the fact that i still miss you.
i still need you, after months and months.
boy, if i can rewind time.
i want to let you know, loving you was the best thing ever.
and losing you would be equivalent to losing myself, my world, my life.
i really really really still love you.

4:21 AM

bahh~bahh~bahh~

im bored.
hehes. it's 4.23 am
and im still awake!!!
not tired at all.
hehes. :D

CALL ME PRO LUHHS.
lols.
thanks vernon for accompany me playing maple,
should i say today or yesterday,
hahas!!
he just sleep not long ago...
poor thing yahs??
but got someone more jialat,
wait for me in msn till he sleep.
hahas, sorry ahh, let u wait for nothing. D:
feel so guilty... YIKES!

just found out i got 6E chalet
from 4th-7th november.
duno should go anot leis.
hahas.

it's so bloody cold right now.
hahas.
i dun wna sleep!!!

i just want you back.
nvr felt like this before.
i think i really need you back this time round.
can we rewind time??

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

11:39 PM

hahas.
being dragged out by someone important in my life today.
hahas.
so i went.
anna's gna kill me if she sees this
cause she ask me out a couple of days before and yet i didnt go out with her.
hahas.
well, maybe that's because he is really really really important in my life bahs.
we share our joy and woes together.
c'mon, we are closer than anything on earth.
hees, we always give updates the moment we meet up.
well, he's a nice guy people.
hehes.

anyway, everything was on him today!!
hahas.
happyhappy.
from the moment he was in sight.
everything was on him.
and i really meant EVERYTHING.
hahas,
he treated me out cause he get his pay already.
hahas,
he's great isnt he?
simply love him...
if he view my blog,
i think he will fly up to the sky.
hahas.

watch bee movie.
cause he didnt wna watch enchanted with me.
he's watching it with someone else later at night.
not fair right??
grrrrr.

anyway,
took bus home, battery flat!!!
grrr!

p.s. HE IS MY COUSIN!

anyway, gna play maple already.
so long nvr play le.
hahas. :D

going to orchard was like a chore.
i knew i love it once.
but walking along the road is like
knives pricking your feets
and needles piercing your hearts.
it's so painful that you would nvr wna move on.
because everypart of it was like pages of us.
the chapter of love.
yet we nvr seem to finish this particular book tgt.
im still missing the days, when u cuddle me.

i wont mind being your entertainment
during your days of boredom.
i wont mind just standing aside
during your days of excitement.
i wont mind being just there
for you throughout your life.
and that's only if,
you allow.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

9:57 PM

finally!!!
changed my blogskin already.
hahas.
:D

NICE??

8:40 PM

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!!!!

i left my chargers and usb cables in the hotel room. D:
mp3, camera and handphone!!!
ohno....

IM SO DEAD.

5:53 PM

18 november.

yahooooo~
off to taiwan.
in CHINA AIRLINES D:
not that bad lah.... hahas.
the food not bad too.

den when we reach there,
went to SHILIN YE SHI.
hahas,
the food there is bloody superb lah!!
:D

ate
1. mango ice
2. oyster omelette
3. xiao long bao
4. milk tea with pearls.
5. XXL chicken
6. da bing bao xiao bing
7. ji dan bing [egg ice]

hahas!!
so fun lahhhhh,
hehes.

den we went to the hotel.
KILIN HOTEL.
can i just say that it sucks bigtime!!!
soooo bloody scary and eerie lah,
den it's so scary that,
5 person shared our room.
hehes.
wendy
jingyi
minyi
lijia
lydia
plu siying and i!!
total 7 person.
hees :D
cause we were all so afraid...

den they went to buy water.
they bought VODKA back too!
yummm~ i love the champagne,
hees. ^^

we were being complained 3 times!
saying we are very loud.
hehe...
den we went to sleep lorhs.
hehes.
SCARY HOTEL!

19 NOVEMBER.

woke up kinda late,
den no place for us to have breakfast.
so we ended up eating cup noodles along the streets.
hehes. it's nice lah.
den change of destination!!

yeah!!! cause it means, change of hotel.
hurhurhur.
that's the best thing ever.
so from taipei, we went to taizhong,
hees.
went to jiu zu wen hua cun.
played ALL the interesting games in there.
hees.
except for the water one that is.
hahas.

den jiu go to back to hotel...
PALMER HOTEL.
it's so much better than the previous one lah.
hahas.

slept early cause going to school tml.
hehes,
need to wear that "sexy yellow banana jacket" there.
i dun wan!!!
grrr.

20 november

went to school.
my buddy is like so nice.
hahas.
and they were all so friendly.
and 1 super duper big BAD NEWS!
there's no shuai ge in my class!!!
that's super not fair okay???
aargh.

their teacher seem fierce to me,
their food is nice!! hehes,
den went to feng jia ye shi.
bought many stuffs.
hees.
happy luhh!!!
but, i didnt buy the shoes.
gahhh.

21 november.

last day in the school.
it was kinda sad to leave though...
hahas.
but we have too...
there's this super shuai guy i saw while i was taking picture!!
sec 3 de.
ohwells, i want to noe his name.
hehes.

den reach hotel.
had free time went to our hotel nearby to shopshop.
buy quite a number of stuffs.
den went back.
nearly got lost.
XP

when we reach our hotel,
i was so shocked to see my buddy there!!!
she came to visit me and pass me the presents.
hahas,
she's like, so good luhh.
hahas.
and we gossiped.
lalalas. and she went home!!!
drank VODKA today,
went to buy it...
they didnt even check ic. woohoo.
so shiok luhh!

we didnt even get high.
sian.
mine is 4% and siying is 3.5%
hahahhas.
someone was drank with just a mouth.
wont mention the name though.
hehes..

preparing for farm tomorrow!!!

22 november

lalallalaas~
i thought farm would be
-dirty
-smelly
-eerie
-disgusting

and so on and so forth.
but it's like so wrong lah!!!
the hotel room is the nicest of all.
and best of all, it's not creepy as compared to the rest.
hees. :D
LOVE IT THE MOST!

went to build up a pit using rocks to cook sweet potatoes.
cool right?? hees.
den after that we had bbq.
set up the fire on our own.
and it's all BLACK.
HEES.

did DIY stuffs,
TIAN DENG!!!
hahas,
we were the last to finish.
ohwells...
hees.

23 november

last day in the farm.
did DIY again,
-diy t shirts
-zu qin ting
-zu di
hahas,
and whilst doing it,
i had a splinter in my hand,
it's so painful!!!
den ms ham and mr wee were helping me.
but ended up, the tourguide took it out for me.
hehes,

before that,
we went to cha yang.
den it's so soft and muddy...
and many tadpoles!!!
eeew.
and i did it twice.
when ppl only did it once.
not fair right???
hahas.

den we went to feed the goats
and look at pigs, water buffalo etc.
at night,
we let our tian deng fly up and watch fireworks.
hees.
we played it on our own,
hees.

den weichun and vernon
came over to our room to sleep cause
we only had 2 person in the room
which is me and sy.
cause laidi and huiting went to sleep with ruofan.
hahas,
played many card games.
slept kinda late.

ohya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINYI!!

24 november

had a tough time waking the guys up.
hahas.
guys...
den we leave the farm.
had a fen xiang hui.
hees.
did a short skit.
but i pronounce something wrongly!!!
MALU luhhs.

hehees.
den went to see soldiers that have to stand straight and cannot blink.
they teared lahs!!!
very ke lian leis.
see le also heart wrenching lorhs.
den we went to the biggest bookstore.
bought 5 books and vernon buy 2 for me.
thanks!!! he says that's my birthday present. lols.

den we went to the 101 building...
came abt something i didnt wish to hear.
wasnt in that a great mood.

den went to xi men ding!
only gave 1h and 10 mins there lah.
not enough lorhs...
so didnt buy much...
hahas. sian!!!
im seriously broke.

bought vodka again.
bringing back to singapore.
hehes.

leaving tml...
sian!!!
need to wake up at 530!!

gosh.
but we slept around 3.
sy and i went to len's and steph's room
cause it's so bloody big!
vernon was there too.
den when he is not there,
i tried on len's prostitute dress
named as erotic lolita.
hahas.

read my chinese novel!!!
only had cup noodles for dinner. D:

25 november!

we were late!
but not that late.
cause we didnt really sleep.
hhaas.

junchai is so kelian...
sick for a couple of days le...
still haven okay, D:
went to airport..
and,

HOME SWEET HOME!!

will upload pictures,
NEXT TIME!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

10:51 PM

ooh.

now in taiwan!!
hehes.
only can blog for awhile.
i love my buddy hell load!!
they gave me a surprise and
visit me in the hotel!!
best right??

kkaes.
gna stop soon.
sian luhhs.
going farm tml. D:

blog next time with more details.
hees :D

MISS YOU PEOPLE HELL LOADS.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

1:10 AM

it's 1.10 am.
woohoo~
hees.

just finish putting songs into the com...
gna sleep soon.
went out with anna, sy and yj today,
GIRLS DAY OUT!!
oh man! going out with girls only is like so fun!!!
TOTALLY~
hees.
im loving it!
dun wna go out with guys anymore!
hehes.

anyway,
watched mf hiphop today in far east.
waited hell long for it to start!!!
sian lahhh.
leg pain okay?
den got 1 so _l_ up aunty lah.
stand on the floor
and i though there was space on the chair.
den i tried to shift the waterbottle aside den she shouted at me.
"ooi! this is my sit hor! "
and she ginn me.
ass lah! think only you noe how to ginn ppl ah.
somemore so old le. still ginn...
can say nicely de what.
not as if you put your name there
"taken by this AUNTY standing infront"
lucky i not taking tissue paper ah
she guai lan den i also guai lan lorhs.
throw my tissue there and say it's my seat.
c'mon lahh.
water bottle only leis, how i noe it's your seat...
you think im a walking laboratory ah,
can test for your saliva and see whether it suits whose DNA is it?
please lorhs.
at least say it nicely right.
like i owe you a million like that.
OLD VIRGIN LAH! BITCH.

den we walked to wisma...
look for lip balm, end up nvr buy.
and the always glutton, me, became hungry again!!
so went take to eat!!
nice~~~
den go heerens.
anna wna change shoe size.
but end up nvr...
all because of yj lah!
cant see any shuai ge today.
-_-"
SIAN!

den we on mrt,
super noisy...
hehes.
den got 1 aunty ginn us,
den yj was like
"eh someone gin us"
so we all turn back and see.
"that aunty" she said.
quite loudly and i think she heard
and ginn again.
den sy was like
" ginn ginn ginn~ think your eyes very nice ah"
den i went "ya lorhh"
den we laughed and crap along the way!
ohman, going out with girls is totally superb!
hehes.

LOVING IT!!
:D
sudden crave for cup corn!!
aah~ im hungry. D:

im going to bed soon!
haven finish packing.
sian lah!!!
im like, so dead. hees.

tata ppl.
im going to meet shuai geS' in TAIWAN le.
dun envy me yahh.
hees.

Friday, November 16, 2007

11:18 PM

im so hell bored!
simply rotting at home ahh!
hees.
packed my luggage :D
although it's not full,
but i have a feeling that i bring alot leis!!
sian laaaa.

blablabla.
superrr bored.
tml need to go buy
[1] lip balm
[2] present for taiwan students.
[3] "pouch" to put my money.

hehe. siannnn.
im so broke lah!!!
only have like twenty bucks in my pocket...
and i dun wna use my fifty!!
use le will heartache lorhs.
grrr.
nvr so poor before.
aaahhh. it sucks like hell!!!
i wna buy i wna buy!!

hahas.
dun care dun care.
hees.
i just posted a stupid bulletin.
hehe.
number 12.......................... i want my ex back.
ookayy... i duno what im thinking and i cant find anything nicer than this.
hees.

maybe my mind and heart is too flustered right now.
what my heart feels isnt what my mind thinks and
what my mind thinks isnt what my heart feels.
they just dun telly!!!
maybe going to taiwan was a right choice afterall.
maybe i will noe my ans to the question in my heart.
hehe :D

im watching
ai qing mo fa shi,
i noe it's a long long ago show.
but it's so nice lah!!
so damn nice.
tata ppl, im off to watching the show!
hees :))

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

9:46 PM

carrie underwood's songs are SUPERB.
hurhurhur.
i love them!!!
especially
-starts with goodbye
and
-i just cant live a lie.
hahas.
sian!!!
haven buy stuffs for the taiwan ppl!!!
aaaah~

im so DEAD.

9:20 PM

ooh.
you are hurt.
hahas, who ask you so clumsy lahh.
next time becareful lorhs. :)
CLUMSY ASS! >.<
i find that im rather mean.
to treat you so badly.
if you cant take it, just leave okay?

8:53 PM

woke up at 1 today.
cause slept kinda late last night.
3 plus?
hahas.

anyway,
went to take blood test.
im A+ :)
hahas.
same as my mum!!!
my bro and i same as my mum.
my 2 sisters same as my dad, O+ :D
hees.
but i waited 1 hour just to get the report lorhs.
=.=

pain luhhh~
went mount alvernia hospital.
lalalallaas.

den jiu go home pack luggage.
hahas.
at first thought no clothes.
but when i flip through my closet,
found that there are many clothes that i didnt wear.
hahas.
headache! duno what to bring and how many to bring lols.
sian luhh!!!!!!!!!!!

new maid come liao.
name : CHERRY
lols.
not that kind that the boss would get smitten by with just 1 glance.
not that kind that will make ppl lose their appetite and lao green sai.
but just those that we see normally in the neighbourhood lorhs.
those that we will nvr bother to rmb their face even if we see each other everyday.
it's gna take some time for me to accept her.
we are not really strangers. but just acquaintance??
my dog barked ferociously.
see? even my dog cant accept her yet...

im trying to take a break.
trying to stay up late as late as possible
so that im able to sleep once im on bed.
but even if i sleep at the wee hours of the night,
i still tend to toss and turn around.
sometimes with an empty head.
but sometimes, my head is full of you.
im still thinking, am i lucky or unlucky.
i need a break from this insanity.
im not god, i need to have some rest.
sometimes, even god needs a break too.

currently loves siying's blog song.
hahas.
find that it sounds better each time i hear it.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

11:29 PM

woke up,
go work!!! heees.
den work work work.
till around 7 plus.
sis and her boyfriend bring my brother and i
go watch GAMEPLAN!!
ooh, it's nice.
but i still prefer STARDUST though.

ate SWENSENS.
only can eat soft soft things.
they tempt me with lotsa food!!!
bad people!!!
hees, watch the 930 show slot.
it's super funny, and touching at parts.

love it~
den jiu went home lorhs.
hehes. :D
must make it quick cause qinaide wna sleep
yet she wna read.
hehes.

touched?
yeah,
you and your funny idea,
say hi and block.
how i wish i could even have the courage to open that particular window
without even wrenching my heart.
oh yea, you are suppose to be gone
disappearing into thin air.
are they really just rumours.

4 more months to my
birthday!!!

Monday, November 12, 2007

11:16 PM

monday!!!
dad shook me up early in the morning to ask me go work.
okay, so i went!!!
den went home and meet siying.
went bugis...
i bought the bag.
not the one i saw, but something new.
find it kinda mature though.
siying finds it nice, so it's nice!
hahas.
she's my QINAIDE what.
i need to ai wu ji wu.
hees.
so i bought it! $40 bucks flew.
actually it was $49.95 okayss!!!
hees.

anyway, everybody in zinc are crazy.
maybe over friendly??
and yah, that guy from zinc keeps disturbing me.
and the guy from juction says
"must come here buy leis, you nvr come i will cry."
den i was like " cry lah"
-_-"
and cause i bought it from street,
den that guy from junction talk to me while i was looking at nails!
say, "so what bag you buy? let me see leis"
"dun wan lah, show you for what."
"let me see lah, here have anot?"
"aiya, my money leis, want to buy what jiu buy what, care so much for what?''
see, i told you he is IRRITATING.
ahh.
maybe if he is goodlooking,
i would say he is cute instead of irritating.
hahas.
okay, im mean!!!
lols.

den jiu went home.
ate dinner at nine plus.
super hungry lahs!!!
grrr.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

11:09 PM

went tuition.
BORING.
den went to eat lunch.
porridge.
cant eat anything unless it's liquidified.
it sucks!!!

den went to family gathering...
lalalas.
my cousins have become super duper suave luhh!!
**saliva dripping.
if im not related to them,
i would pin every hope to be with them.
kind,
caring,
loving,
rich,
clever,
athletic.
and many more!!

oh wells,
i guess i have to forgo it though.
hahas.
ask him to introduce friends to me!!!
hees.
=]

cant eat aything in gathering.
even JELLY!!
i tried my best to bite it,
and it only leave some teeth marks up there,
not even the slightest crack on it.
shit lah!!!

anyway, went home quite late.
bring dog down!!!
played with him.
im beginning to love him more. =]

ohwell,
today's my maid birthday,
and i didnt wish her.
hope she's enjoying it well.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

11:36 PM

went dental today.
it sucks like hell.
changed my braces wire to a thicker and tougher one.
and now need to put rubberband.
sian lah!!!
aaah.
cannot bite. cause no strength to.
blablabla.
mum cut my lunch [double mushroom swiss burger]
into small pieces for me to eat.

den anna suddenly call to ask me out.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wna play maple. hahas.
okay lorhs. den go out...
teeth started to ache.
den she came my house look for me.
den we go bugis.
bought another black tube.
hurhurhur.
actually thought to myself that i wont spend money.
but in the end, i still did.
ahhhh.
saw a nice bag in zinc.
but only got 1 black left.
wna wait for sy, so i nvr buy.
hees,
the sales assistant is "funny"
those very cold kind that you would constantly put 3 lines down your head de.
-_-'''
den he is super IRRITATING.
and yes anna, get that mindset off your head.
it's soooo not true okays!!!

went orchard
den went to see da bag again.
only left in the bugis branch. awwww.
den eat long john.
bio shuai ge.
hahahahahha.
den i cannot bite le.
very pain.
so didnt finish my dinner.
den nic came and meet us.
he extended his fringe.
ookayes, ppl would say HAIR EXTENSION IS COOL!
but, not when it looks fake.
sorry to say this, but i dun really like it.
but i like or not also doesnt concern much lah.
you like it jiu hao lorhs.
hahas.

went heerens.
went to the havainas shop.
anna wanted to buy one!!
the guys there are CUTEEEE~~~

i saw many grade A guys today!
maybe im going out with a bunch of SINGLES.
HAHAS.
satisfied :D

den jiu went home le.
LALALAS.
idiot!!!
when i was waiting for my dad,
2 young kids were snatching a cup of coffeebean drink.
and yet i didnt notice it when im just right beside them.
and yes, the worst happened.
the cup dropped on me.
freaking SHOCKED.
and my whole leg is ice chocolate.
the cream all those, eww!!!
den what sy say was my trademark,
i somehow glared at them at they went
"mummyyyyy!!!!!!!!!~~~~"
and the mum worst!
came and pick up the cup and said "sorry hor"
and walk off. damn attitude luhhs,
piss with the mum.
didnt even like offer me tissue.
at least ppl at the sides are better, they offered me tissue
and ask if im alright.
aah,
what kinda mum is that???
IDIOT!

went home.
got scolded by dad cause leg dirty,
_l_

Friday, November 09, 2007

9:29 PM

first day of school without her around.
the house was in CHAOS!
im really not use to it without her waking me up
and my mum did housework till she forget to wake me up
so, ta darrrrrr~
im almost late. yikes!
lucky my super good daddy bring me to school despite his work.
lols.
im still not that late lahh.
hees.

mrs ess is kinda funny today.
" WELCOME TO MY WORLD!"
anyway, today's kinda boring.
nothing to do de.
lols.

den went to amk hub eat.
eat eat eat,
den we ended up not going to physics.
that's because i lose in a [ scissors paper stone game]
aaargh!!!
and that was the last time we are seeing him.
sadded!
next time no more "hello, zhaojie"
to hear everymorning le lahh.
and even mr JAMES lee is leaving.
aargh,
how cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~
i next year dun wan go school le lah.
cause he is my MOTIVATION.
and he MOTIVATES me to go school.
hahaha.
he is superrrrrrr handsome can?
hahas, and cute too.
love his eyes.

didnt noe where to go after that
played [scissors paper stone] again.
den went to sy's house
play mahjong!!!!
hees.
den jiu went home le
cause i need to bring my dog down for a walk.
hahas,
really restrict my everyday life luhh,
aaaaah,
but i still have to live with it,
or he will be sent to SPCA.
im gna persevere!!!

hees,
memories are everywhere now.
do you believe in fate and destiny?

Thursday, November 08, 2007

9:17 PM

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!

hahas.
things are still as per normal.
just that i have to dedicate myself to my
PRECIOUS, BELOVED and DARLING DOG!
hees.
i have to bring him down 4 times a day!!!
and feed him twice.
and i cant go out, or he cant go down to pee.
and i will feel really guilty.
imagine being locked up in the cage
when you noe you have to clear your bowels yet you cant.
it feels seriously bad!!
so i cant be a mean person, and so, i have to stay at home!!!
hahas.
maple is FUN :D
hehee ^^

just created an acc in bootes.
hahahahahahahaha.
and with just 6 hours of playing and many breaks,
cause i have to bring my dog down, feed him
bathe myself, feed myself etc.
and i can still lvl till 14!!!
muahahahahaha.
really proud of myself hehe.
yeekhang partied me along the way.
hahas.
he gave me 100000 mesos.
lols. and i use it to buy 300 red potions and 300 blue potions.
hahas.
im MAD!
but it's hell fun.
especially when you wont die.
lols....

my maple ign :
aquila : kkaryll
bootes : honeyylove

hees. add me kkaes??
lols.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

9:06 PM

printed the photos with sy today!!!
she accompanied me there.
love her! hahas.
p.s dun get jealous ahh. hehe
den she went to her friend house
and i went home to chiong my card.
hahas.

did it for like 2 hours.
cried like mad
and can hardly catch my breath
while writing it.
i knew this day has to come some day.
and i knew she cant be with me forever.
but 13YEARS!! is really alot.
and someone that shares the same roof as you for 13 years is leaving,
definitely will sad de what...
hahas.

so finished it around 5
and she need to reach the airport by 7
i accompanied her.
gave her the stuff we bought, a card and a shirt
before she went in.
my sis and i cried and we all cried.
even my mum.
because it's kinda hard to accept.
but we still have to let her go though.

will upload pictures soon. D:

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

8:53 PM

hees.
went for remedial today!!!
hahas.

when reach home,
just found out that my maid is leaving tml.
sudden right????
alright, our whole family cant accept this sudden change.
as it seems like we have been relying on her all these while.
so, my sis asked me to go buy a card.
i was rather reluctant at first.
cause no one could accompany me there...
den my sis said something and made me feel real guilty.
so i went.

for 15 YEARS.
this is the very very very FIRST time,
im going out to buy some stuffs ALONE!!
and im super reluctant lahh.
but, i still went.
feels awkward at first.
and im really not used to it.
but after sometime, it feels quite okay to be alone.
luckily it's only bishan.
to other places, i would rather my sis take my life away.
hahas. im exaggerating, of course.
bought a card
den my sis ask me to do everything =.=
not fair luhhs!!!

went to eat dinner with my maid.
she treated us to a very nice restaurant.
PEACH RESTAURANT.
cute name right???
hahas.

going to print photos tml le.
hees,
im going to miss her.
i cant deny, im going to cry myself to sleep.

Monday, November 05, 2007

7:20 PM

ss remedial today is super boring luhhs!!!!!!!!
hahas.
slept! for awhile only luhh =X
hees.

den went to amk hub.
bought bubble tea.
saw many cute guys.
omg. hahas!!!!!!!

den went to j8.
kinda disturbed hweejoo and hweeping.
hahas.
so we went to breadtalk to look for hweejoo
and mos burger to look for hweeping.
we ate there okayys!!
hahas.

anyway, was kinda suay today.
cause everything happened to be in the same number.
which really made me feel dejected.
guess you noe what number is that anyway.
you are the one i love most.
yet you are also the one, that hurt me the most.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

6:38 PM

went to
SINGAPORE PRESS HOLDINGS
for that TAIWAN trip briefing.
hais.
kinda regretted signing up.
still need to be a reporter lahh!!!
super sian.
showed as a video.
and hey, if that video is suppose to make us be interested in it,
it's seriously turning us off instead.
shouldnt have joined and
just take the $1000 from my mum and go shopping in singapore.
that's what my mum says.
if you nvr go, i will give you a thousand dollars.
wa piang!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas.

den went j8
with QIN AI DE, junchai, kenkiong and weichun.
we walked there!!!
thanks to the directions from my cousin.
hehe.
but it's finally that this road idiot here didnt get lost!!!
and it's finally. hahas.

searched for some jacket for junchai but nothing caught his eyes.
so we went to eat.
PASTAMANIA!
had a tough time choosing
ended up that we have to play childhood games to find what we eat.
and hahahaha,
"oya beya som!"
i won, so it's pastamania.
lame right??? but it's the best way to
noe what to eat without any conflicts.
hahas.

the guys bully me luhh!!!!!!!!
ask me buy. D:
den i buy lorhs.
see i so good!!
hahas.

den we went sy's house play mahjong.
seems like she's having a party at home.
cause
10 PERSONS were there!!!
me
junchai
kenkiong
weichun
guoming
yihui
aaron
weitong
yuxi
yize.

ps**
weichun is fierce. hahas.

hahas.
won quite a couple of times.
hees.
den eat chicken rice in sy's house.
yize and yuxi waited for me.
after i eat at sy's house.
went to amk hub to eat AGAIN.
food MARATHON.
hahas.

ate fish and chips
when i met this super cute guy.
hahas.
he;s just so funny.
1st,
he smiled to me and said hi when he get there.
2nd,
he took the utensils for me
3rd,
he took the sauce for me too
4th,
he took my plate of food from the aunty to my tray
5th,
when im going, he said "enjoy your meal" *smiles broadly.

weird right???
and i went, zZz. -_-"
hahas.

saw esther and siaotong on the way home.
if the didnt call me, i wont even noe they were there.
hahas,
yuxi and yize went to buy bubble tea.
yuxi's honey iceblended taste yummy!
but yize's vanilla dunno what, taste yucky!!
yelps!

yuxi accompanied me to bus stop.
hahas.
thankss!!!

den went home lorhs.
hees.

i came to know about something from them
when i just felt so, helpless.
maybe it's true? yeah, underground love huh?
fun yeah...?
but it's not for me.
cause it's more like a torture.
maybe im too selfish or what so ever.
i just know the distance between us are like distance between continents.
even if we were just centremetres apart.
and it's just so unbearable.
i tried not to look, but somewhere deep down in my heart,
somehow or rather, i still care.
and that's the worst thing ever.
hearing your love one claiming those groundless facts.
and that maybe is true yet i tried not to believe.
tears really welled up in my eyes when i heard the news.
and what can i do? i cant possibly cry.
cause i had cried my last.
ive done something for you back then.
thinking that i could give it to you next time we meet.
but there was no more next time.
so it's still with me, if you ever browse though here and sees this,
im still wondering do you want it.
cause i really do not noe how to handle it.
cause ive put so much effort into it.
and that thing has been left stagnant for a couple of months.
i didnt dare to touch it, or rather open it.
cause im afraid my tears would once flow again.
maybe this might seem like a useless junk to you
but to me, it holds a certain significance in my life.
cause that's the first time, ive grown up.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

6:13 PM

so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas.
woke up at 8.
cause need to meet them at 1030.
so i only slept for like 5 hours only lorhs.
siann.

meet ah ben den went to meet them in amk mrt.
we were first.
hahas. nic came den it was sy.
accompanied sy home cause she was wearing shorts and we were all wearing jeans
hahas.

den went to support our school's hiphop competition ppl.
hahas.
video-ed it down.
hehe, will upload it some other times.
lalalas~
den jiu went to eat.
only drank juice.
den went for crazy eating.
cause i need to somehow vent my frustrations.
bought fingerfood worth of 20++ dollars.
hehes. so funn!!!
and it's so nice. hees.

felt much happier.
den jiu meet anna.
went to look for present for ah ben's sis.
BARBIE DOLLS.
yepp, definitely turn the whole place upside down
and search for it inside out.
cause we had a tight budget.
$30 only.

anyway, went prata house to eat
lalalas.
we were trying to capture everyone's ugly pics.
hahas.
den went home. anna ben and i walk the same way
while nic and sy went amk hub walk walk.

saw a DEAD cat along the way.
YIKES!!
i was seriously shocked.
and it lies in a tige position.
opening his mouth and protruding his 3 cm long canine teeth.
scaryy luhh!!!

den went home lorhs.
ben and anna walk me home.
den ben bring anna to busstop.
hehes.
thanks arhs!!!!!!!!!
lols.

Friday, November 02, 2007

11:59 PM

weeee~
went to watch
STARDUST!!!
it's superbly good luhh.
hees.
love it~ cause my sis and i slide down the chair a couple of times.
cause tio shocked mahh!!!
watch a midnight show, 1210
hehe.

parents didnt noe we went out.
cause we decided to watch the movie only 20 mins before it's going to start.
so we all change out of our pyjamas
and hop into the car!!!
zoomzoomzoommmmmmmmmm~
my sis sped like crazy.
hees, we made it on time!!!
hahahahas.
that's the best thing ever!!!
watch till 2plus 3.
hees.

my sis were thinking whether to bring the leftover popcorn home.
den i, as always, super LUN ZHUN.
i accidentally hit my sis hand and the popcorn topple le.
lols.
and my sis said, "the answer to our question has appeared, thanks to our sister"
lols.
wondering was it a compliment or an insult.
bet it's an insult.
oh wells, being LUN ZHUN is me what.
hahas, use to it jiu okay le.

2:05 PM

is slashing wrist a IN thing now?
or is it IN from last time till now.
maybe i should try it just one day.
when everything seems too wrong
and nothing could change.
maybe by doing this, things would turn to be a little better.
maybe people might just be a little happier. :)
but i wont slash many. just one, a fatal one.
i'll mark my words.

1:36 PM

lalalalas.
wasnt late today.
although i slept hell late last night.
hehes.
happyhappy.

den went home after remedial!!
hees.
so now im blogging.
later going to work ler.
after that jiu cannot use come le.
:((

after quite some time
when im about to be more confident and sure of myself.
when im about to give you something they nvr knew.
i always tend to stumble over something
that kills all my confidence.
why is it ever so.
just what do you see in her,
maybe you share the same passion?
i think im quite sure who you have now in your mind.
and that feeling really sucks.
BIGTIME.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

1:01 PM

was late for lesson!!
ahh.
but nvm, mdm ng didnt scold. hees.
after that jiu went to central with sy and yj.
cause she wanted to ask for some help.
lalalas.

den went mac...
ate apple pie. yj treated me!!
cause she didnt want to take my money.
aargh. =.=
den jiu left for work le.

after work, went to j8
accompany my sis to do some stuffs.
cause it's their 1 year anniversary.
fast right???
anyway, she printed 400+ pictures luhh!!!
which cost a bomb. $200+

den we bought lotsa food!!
and ate pastamania.
hees =D
den she bring me to try a jacket from FOX.
cause her friend is working as a manager there.
hees.
den went there to try.
aaah. but i toooo lun zhun liao.
when i tried the jacket, i accidentally swept the drink to the ground
and it spilled all over.
ICE LEMON TEA.
hahas =x
PAISEH luhhs.

den jiu go home.
talk with my sis till 2+
den go zZz.
hees.

it's kinda irritating that my phone got such problems.
and it suck big time!!
i can dun receive any msg for a long time.
den suddenly 9 msg come in.
and say i very long nvr reply.
aaargh.
not my fault lah!!!
when i get my pay, i wna buy a new phone.
hees.

but i cant bear to change this.
cause it has too much memories in it. D:

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